I am having a daughter and she has no uncle.
I wonder if I am missing some interregnal part of the grieving process? I went to the friday survivors of suicide group I made my self go I asked what to do on the anniversary. the responses were good maybe sit down and watch big trouble in little china. me and chris always liked that movie, oh but i have a test i emailed the teacher but i am pretty sure she will still make me take it on that day . do I need to forgive him or my self i can tell you that I don't feel any guilt really about last things said or done i shared with him the gospel. in other news i am pretty sure I got kicked off a suicide survivors forum for posting religious material. Is it my fault that jesus christ is the way I deal with it? instead of bad books and shitty poetry. I have been a wreck lately i literally just wander around the house i cant find a job, all i have is school i am sleeping better some nights i am trying not o get sucked into anything. i have most of the parts i need for my car see my face-book but still need 150-250 for an etune where you data log your car send it to them they weak it and give you a custom, ecu map it will be nice but he part i like the best is the installation
i liek to work with my hands and i am super excited to pull my exhaust off and put my headers on
i feel like i have grown up al lot when it comes to cars my last car the legacy was a freaking money pit but i am ready for a new project i really want to make a twin turbo sti legacy wagon i just need to save some serious money to do it. i think a 2 year savings plan will work. i am trying not to let these plans keep me up at night and honestly sometimes they do. i think maybe i need to bust out rome total war so i have more distractions or buy the empire total war themn kelly will say i spend too much time on the computer and she will be right
we had a scare saturday night kelly started to bleed and earlier that day she fell off her bike i am so glad no more death in this family
it was serous though
i am pretty sure my brother is super drunk in this picture or he has a rat in his butt
it was on his birthday in iraq 11/26/2007
No comments:
Post a Comment